Aku Masih Bernyawa

"aku masih bernyawa"...

Otakku berhenti seketika,
dikala angin meniup di sekitar tubuhku,
pandangan ku menjadi kabur,
telingaku menjadi pekak,
dan aku sukar untuk bernafas.
cuba sedaya upaya menyelamatkan diri ini,
namun semuanya sudah terlambat.

entah mengapa tiba-tiba badanku mula berfungsi,
semuanya kembali normal seperti sediakala,
bagai tiada apa yg berlaku sebentar tadi,
aku masih lagi bernyawa setelah mati seketika,

keajaiban yang berlaku adalah disebabkan dirimu,
yang masih sanggup melemparkan senyuman keikhlasan,
dan masih menjadi sebahagian dari hidupku.

aku bersyukur di atas peluang yang telah kau berikan,
semata-mata masih ingin berkongsi keindahan dalam kehidupan milik kita,
namun hingga kini masih tidak ku ketahui,
harapan yang diberi adalah benar atau dusta semata,

aku hanya mampu memohon,
agar diri ini dapat di maafkan,
kerna aku masih memerlukan warna warni kehidupan,
kehidupan lama kehidupan kita

By
Ochee

i’ll let u go (a leaving girl with a smile)

i'll let u go...

The endings are painful,
yet again i will start,
to end with more lies and tears,
and another cruelly broken heart.

Love is a reason,
to be treated like dirt.
Love is an excuse,
an excuse to get hurt..
sory i've to leave u..
leave u from my life...

Note : Ochee said this could be the last poem from her, KJL would like to thank her for all the inspirations and all the experience that she'd share with us. May God bless u in all the way.. Thanks a lot our dear friend Ochee.

Poem By:
Ochee

indah dan seksa..

termenung seketika,
mengimbas kembali saat indah,
saat kita berdua memadu asmara,
tiada sedikit pun cacat celanya,
terasa seperti dunia ini aku yang punya,
hari-hari indah di habiskan bersama,
tiada peduli orang di sekeliling kita,
ohhh...indahnya hampir membuat aku tak lena..

termenung seketika,
kerana kini hanya aku yang menanggung seksa,
menderita kesakitan dari perbuatan cinta kita,
keindahan dulu hanya mainan semata-mata,
sedang engkau asik bersama si dia,
aku disini hanya sengsara,
ohhhh....seksa ku derita..

By :
Ochee

"peoples called me *tut* and two kind of person.."

i am trying to be better from last time but,
peoples called me bullshit,

i am was always choosed the wrong way and i thought it was truth but,
i've made a wrong decision peoples called me shit,

i need someone to a company me just for a few minutes but,
i stoal from someone and she said im bitch,

i am empty but trying to fulled myself with something new but,
it doesnt work peoples called me crazy,

i love people's around me and tried to close with them but,
they really hated me and called me pyscho,

i am always did something wrong and take some drug but,
he's always gave a piece of advice and called me pretty,

i am very bad person i hated myself but,
my mum still love me peoples called me silly....

this is me,
i live with peoples around who really hated me, treated me like shit and more..
but i've two kind of person who's doesnt care about what peoples said..

poem made by me..[ochee]
this is we called life, my beautiful life...

By
Ochee